The rush you ask.... is my parents. Well mostly my mom... my dad doesn't care just as long as i get it done. They both skipped out of school to get married. And have been living that way ever since. They say they want a better life for me than they had. I guess that's true. My mom has these dreams of grandeur for me i guess. i would just love to be a normal teenager on summer break again. This year i only get 2 weeks off from school all of the other time i have to work on school. Even then she want more from me, Her latest request is that i get a job working some where. Im sorry this sound more like a rant than an anwser.