Toxic Younger Sister

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I'm sorry to keep bothering you with this thread but it's just an exhausting situation.  
When it comes to the situation : It all started with her giving me mean looks , I ignored it and she started doing passive-aggressive tactics ( ex: silent treatment) and when my mother confronts her she denies it and cries. Recently , my mom told her she didn't want to here it.To be mad for a week is very stupid
, specifically when you started the whole fiasco. My mom knows that it's a "premeditated" attack .


 
Last Friday I tried to commit suicide , I just couldn't deal with it anymore. As stupid as it sounds I never got how you can never bother someone and keep to yourself but still run into trouble. My dad and mom say I put too much energy into this situation but I can't stand on living in a house where there is tension.  I can't get up because my stomach is in intense pain and I feel depressed. What can I do?

Pls don't give up. life would always throw knocks at you but always remember that after the rain comes the rainbow and its beautiful. there's always light at the end of the tunnel. pls seek professional help, suicide is not an option, you have a lot to offer the world don't let that be taken away from you because of your sister's actions. one thing that always help me cope in difficult situation is FAITH in God, knowing that someone loves me even when i don't love myself or others don't love me. You are loved by Jesus regardless of your situation pls just hang on and trust him to put the pieces back together beautifully. Jesus Loves you unconditionally.

  Hello , everyone speaks on that but it's seems hard. I'm still hanging onto god but to be honest I believe in god but I don't believe prayer truly works.